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I have so much work to do, to learn things and listen to myself. I was raised to support people, not to take care of myself.

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I hate this. I feel I've done nothing for myself, except during this last year. I was supposed to have a career and a house and some degree of success by now.

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they've changed their public pronouns and I was jealous and also came out to my mom the same day. and felt like a poser for mentioning it.

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god, i cry a lot these days. there are some bright spots; lots of sadness for wasted life and wasted me; and sometimes just getting through.

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It has officially been a year since I broke up with my partner. this has been, and continues to be, a hard road.

just did my laundry in the tub like a muthafuckin boss

didn't know that BangBangCon was on. stayed up all night watching it. now I am like a sack of slime, no bones

this is the last day of my "vacation", I am sitting around in my underwear and I don't want to do anything. sulking

covid 

for anyone building masks, I just built the Fu mask (freesewing.org/fu-facemask-fre) and it fits beautifully. hugs my face all around

I just knocked over my water pitcher. 2L of water, meet floor

and this is a picture of one of the kittens on my curtains. kitten from a design ('Knittin Kitten') on spoonflower by elystrations

eye contact from poster of bts, several watercolor cat eyes, shameless 

there is more but it is at the very back of my storage locker and I cannot be arsed

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eye contact from poster of bts, several watercolor cat eyes, shameless 

now I am looking at my art, figuring out what to put up ahahaha

another buddy brought me my embroidery floss order

today is a much better day. no badbrains to speak of, happy to just isolate in peace

yesterday I found out an old buddy has been living in this building the whole time I was married

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